Ernest Morris Jacob

Ernie Jacob he closed his eyes for the last time on June 18 2005, at 1pm he was a spritley 82 years
young,

I am writing this site because i am so scared that i will forget what he looks like, I love my
father very very much and miss he so badly, I just can not get over his death, he was always there
for me and my bother and sister, he was my guiding light and metor. I moved to Spain in 2003, before
I went, my father was rushed in to hospital, when my mother and I was by his bedside, I said that I
would not move to Spain, and that I would stay in England, my father heard and said, that if i do
not go to Spain, he will never speak to my again, so I went.

My father was very ill for a long time. When my father was taken into hospital in 2005, my sister
kept emailing me to tell me that dad was realy ill and that he might not last, I just told them that
he was all right and that he would come out of hospital because he allways did, (thinking that if I
stayed away he will recover and come out of hospital), this went on for a few weeks, then I had't to
come to England, for one thing or another,when I got here I went straight to the hospital, yes it
was the 18th of June my daughters birthday. When I got to the ward, my mother, sister-in-law, and my
eldest daughter was there, When I saw my dad it did not look like him, I sat beside the bed with
him but he was looking the other way, I said hello dad do you know me, he did not answer, then my
daughter left the room to have a cig, so I moved to the other side of him, then a little smile come
across his face, I sat down and held his hand, then he took his last breath and he was gone.

I am glad that I was there holding his hand, but I still don't know if he know it was me, MISS
YOU LOVE YOU VERY VERY MUCH.

I came into the world full of hope and dreams and
YOU WERE THERE
Then came my first day at school full of awe and wonder and
YOU WERE THERE
Then onto senior school full of joy and excitement and
YOU WERE THERE
Then came those teenage years full of trouble and upsets and
YOU WERE THERE
Then adulthood and more pain and suffering and
YOU WERE THERE
Then marriage a whole new beginning and happiness and
YOU WERE THERE
Then the big move to a new country full of anticipationa and worry and
YOU WERE THERE
All throught my live, Through good and bad times the ups and downs and
YOU WERE THERE
From the beginning until the end, when ever I needed a shoulder to cry on, or a kind word, or push
in the right direction, I would just turn around for help and
YOU WERE THERE
You were my guardian angel, you were my best friend, and you were my mentor, hope I made you proud
to call me your daughter and i love you with all my HEART AND
YOU WILL ALWAYS BE THERE

BE AT PEACE NOW DAD